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𝚃 𝙷 𝙴 _ 𝙳 𝙾 𝙲 𝚃 𝙾 𝚁 . ([personal profile] lateness) wrote2021-06-30 11:31 am
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// the.doctor

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XIMILIA
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-06-07 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[There's the softest exhale of protest as she feels him leave her, but she's quick to turn and see where he's gone off to. He gathers the blankets and she helps to lay them out, going over to grab some of the pillows to scatter about.

They quickly set things up and steal moments in the form of glances that turn to prolonged stares, which end in soft laughter as he sits on the blanket and she crawls over to him.
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You know I'm not all that interested in the stars, right? Not tonight.

[Not with him here, not with the promise of good things to come for the two of them. Things on the Ximilia could often be hard. But they can make the most of them together, finding quiet moments like this one to make it all worthwhile.]
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-06-07 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
[She almost has the decency to look embarrassed by the fact that she's far from subtle. But even with a hint of pink to her cheeks, she won't be sorry for helping move things along. Not when his lips against hers feels this right. The slow and gentle intensity builds as they're comfortable with it, her fingers curling around his wrist.

Her thumb rubs at the inside of his wrist as she starts to feel warm, the feel of his double heartbeat beneath her touch a reminder that she definitely is capable of having an effect on him. Her own heartbeat seems to fall in line with his, racing faster and faster as they gradually build to something intense enough that she's the one who has to break away first.

Head turning, she presses her forehead against his cheek. Her breath is a bit quicker now, heavy and warm against him as her fingers idly touch at his bowtie.
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I need to know that you're not gonna regret this if we keep going.

[Because if they do and he does, she isn't sure she'll be able to handle the guilt. She never wants him to have a single regret, not when it comes to her.]
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-06-07 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Allowing him to guide her head upward, her eyes meet his. And the look of open honesty that she sees there nearly takes her breath away. Words seem to escape her for a few moments, as she takes in the fact that the Doctor finally has set aside all his masks. He's letting her in, encouraging her to not shy away now.

Because he's right. It took them entirely too long to get to this point. Too many ups and downs, and she can't let him slip away now.

A smile slowly forms on her face, dimpled and full of love.
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Never. [She agrees, slowly leaning in closer. When she kisses him this time, it's with every ounce of longing and affection that she feels for him. It's slow, and painfully gentle, but this time there's no hesitation or worries of regret.

She won't be something he ever regrets. And she knows the only regret she could ever have in his case would be if they never got to experience happiness together like this. They've been through so much together, and have come so far. There isn't a need to be apprehensive now.

As the intensity slowly builds once again, her hand works at his shirt. One button after another is undone, until all that's left is his bowtie to untie. That's done slowly and with intention behind every deft motion of her fingers. When she pulls away this time, her confidence seems to have returned.
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No regrets for either of us, then. Not ever again.
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-06-15 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[She expects there to be fumbling, possibly even some stammering. She's fully predicting he might find a reason to leave and run off. When he slips off his shirt, she thinks he'll think better of it and leave her there to try and calm down on her own.

He doesn't, and she's completely transfixed by the sight of him. She's seen him before, all the way back on that Christmas so long ago. She had politely averted her eyes then. Clara doesn't bother doing that now, letting her gaze trail along his body. Her fingertips slowly map out the hard planes and curves of his muscles, palm pressing flat against the toned outline of his abs as he leans in to kiss her.

Gone is the Doctor she's used to handling when it comes to things like this. His confidence knocks her off balance, leaving her stunned as his lips against hers seek to reassure her that she's exactly what he wants. That this moment is all he needs, just her and him together.

She's left wide eyed and staring up at him as he works the zipper to her dress down ever so slowly. She can feel his skin against hers as his hand deliberately takes its time along its path, and she shivers as her breath hitches. She realizes then that maybe the Doctor is far more capable of sex and romance than she had thought. As her breath comes to her a bit heavier now, she licks at her lips.

Shoulders dip inward to let the top of the dress fall off of her, and with a motion of her arms it rests at her hips, barely hanging on. She leaves it there for now, enjoying watching his face as he takes his time revealing her body to him.
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The way you look at me, it's...

[With such open want and desire, like there's nothing that's going to get in the way of having her. Not anymore. There's no need to hide what he feels away from her. She can see what she does to him without any need for either of them to be guarded.]

You look at me, and you finally see me.

[And this is the first time she thinks he's allowing her to see the him that exists beneath the surface. He doesn't need to protect her anymore. She's ready to have him completely. She guides him in for another kiss, one so achingly slow and tender that emotion builds and catches in her chest. Her palm slides upward, resting over his double heartbeat.]

I think you're the first one who ever has.

[Her lips brush against his as she murmurs. She knows he can't bring himself to say that he loves her so openly. Maybe someday he will. But for now, that's an opening to put love into terms that are easier for a man with the weight of the universe on his shoulders to process.]
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-06-26 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
[There's something about the way he explores her now that makes her feel self-conscious. Not in the sort of way that has her shying away from him, but in the very real awareness that they actually have all the time in the world for him to explore her body. He'll know every dip and curve, every single scar and freckle. Her heart starts to beat faster, and her lips part for a soft gasp his his lips press against her shoulder.

He'll be satisfied when gooseflesh rises up over her skin, and she gives the slightest shiver. She reaches for him instantly, fingers pressing against his temple before sliding up to run through his hair. After a few moments she lets that hand slip away, ghosting touch down along his body on her way to take hold of his hand.
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Here. [She directs him gently, guiding his hand to where the fabric of her dress is bunched at her hips.] You'll be able to see more this way.

[Not that he already can't see plenty. But she's certain that the temptation of more will guide him.]
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-07-03 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
[She's still adjusting to the fact that he isn't going to fumble his way through things this first time. Given how he had quite literally run away when he thought she wanted him to come to bed with her before, she had assumed he'd need a bit of coaching. Maybe he hadn't ever engaged with this sort of thing in this regeneration before. And Clara would've been perfectly happy to do so, glad to be able to share such an important moment with him.

But as he pulls her into his lap and she can feel him hardening beneath her nearly bare backside, she's utterly stunned. He knows exactly what he's doing. Not only that, he's good at it. She doesn't have long to be shocked into stillness, of course. His lips press against hers and she's pliant and responsive, lips parting so he can deepen the kiss if he likes.

She's quickly discovering that she likes this side of the Doctor. He doesn't mind her guidance but clearly doesn't need it. And even takes charge a bit to counter her bossiness. It would be easy to stay like this forever, she thinks. Just the two of them and the stars, slowly working one another up with a healthy dose of snogging. Of course, this is escalating to be far more than that. And she's eager, perhaps a bit too keen for what's next.

When she rocks against his lap, rear grinding against the hardness she feels in his trousers, it pulls a soft gasp out of her. The sound is muffled against his lips and she smiles a bit, breaking the kiss so she can look up at him with arousal darkened eyes. Lips kiss swollen and breath heavy, she tries to not get completely caught up so early on. He's addictive, her Doctor. And she's all too glad to be lost in him entirely.
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-07-10 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[She's been waiting for him to say those three words for so long now. They cause her breath to hitch, because she commits the exact urgency he's just uttered them in to memory. As her breath shakily releases, he kisses her again, and their lips fit together perfectly. She doesn't have to guide him to remove her bra, doesn't have to tell him what she wants him to do. He just knows. But then again, he always knows, doesn't he?

All this time spent thinking he didn't know what to do or wouldn't be interested in this suddenly makes her feel so foolish. The Doctor is perfectly capable of intimacy, and more than that, he wants her. A needy whimper catches in her throat as she replays the way he's just said her name. She doesn't think she's ever heard someone ever quite say her name like that before.

If it's possible, it only makes her love him more.

Which in turn, adds to her own need for him. Patience wearing thin, there's another needy sound that is heard fully now, as she breaks the kiss in order to focus on getting his trousers undone. There's not much more she can do to remove them with the way she's still slowly grinding against his lap, and she has to stop what she's doing in order to rise up off of him.

She rests on her knees in front of him, one hand curling to brace the back of his head as she pulls herself in for another kiss.
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Then have me. [Clara finally answers him, voice barely above a whisper as her lips remain against his.] All of me. [There's another kiss, and then another, and her hands press against his shoulders before slowly trailing down his arms. She urges him to rise up along with her, just for a moment.]

Now take off your trousers before I tear them off of you.