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[personal profile] callada 2022-01-25 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
Some day, then. Dunno how I'd find you, after all this, but if you figure out a way to find us, then don't hesitate. If, you know, you've got time between saving worlds and all that.

[He smiles, like it's intended as some sort of joke, but really and truly even if the Doctor thinks of him as a friend, there's probably lots more important stuff he gets up to. That's how it sounds, anyway. But maybe, if there's a few days he can spare - well, surely time travel allows a little visit like that, right?]
callada: (sit and wait a while)

[personal profile] callada 2022-02-03 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Right. Time travel. He can just make time if he needs it, is that how it works? Sounds like it.

It's hard to feel this kind of optimism when he's so used to distrusting people and their promises. Maybe he just wants to believe this could actually happen. It could be a way for him and Law to break free of the people who will end up hunting them, because he knows they will, after the theft of Law's fruit.

But. Topic to be broached on a later date, if either of them remember this after it's all over.]


Spoken like a man with real faith in his ship. I - [about to say something, he instead shakes his head.] Sorry, I won't keep you. Been a hell of a few days. Thanks again.
callada: (I bet Doffy uses mascara)

[personal profile] callada 2022-02-08 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
That it has.

[And that invitation, plus the agreement that follows, brings so many questions to mind that he hesitates rather than saying his farewell and leaving. For all that he's found that he likes in the Doctor, the man is still quite the mystery to him, and that makes him uneasy. Might as well raise one last little question before heading out - the larger, heavier ones are too much right now, but surely the Doctor won't mind indulging a bit of curiosity for a minute.]

I'm... not exactly sure how to ask this, but you made me wonder, just now. Do you experience time the same as the rest of us? If you travel in time and have all the time in the world, then... it must sound ridiculous to think of days and months as significant.
callada: (beware the silent observer)

[personal profile] callada 2022-02-16 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[It's so nearly impossible to imagine what that's like, but then, isn't that expected? He's only human, and he's only ever conceived of time going in one direction before this place. Trying to picture it from a perspective where each point in time exists not in an ever-growing direction but as individual circumstances, all of them distinct, makes his head hurt.

Whether the Doctor's being honest about his appreciation for them all, Rosinante isn't sure. But it sounds nice, and so for now he'll leave it at that.]


All right. I... Thanks. That's... I'm glad.

[He's silent for a moment. And he hopes it's a true sentiment. All of human history, all of so many worlds, makes it too easy to think that maybe nothing he does is significant in the long run. And while one part of his mind says that's fine, why should he be important? The other truly wants to know that none of his sacrifices were meaningless.

He takes a step back toward the door.]