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𝚃 𝙷 𝙴 _ 𝙳 𝙾 𝙲 𝚃 𝙾 𝚁 . ([personal profile] lateness) wrote2021-06-30 11:31 am
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XIMILIA
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-03-21 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Her hand is trembling when he takes hold of it, and all she can do is nod in response to what he's said. She trusts him more than anyone, and feels safe with him. So she tries to relax, even as his lanky legs lurch into motion and she's pulled along with him.

It's like she's on autopilot as she runs her fastest to keep up. She doesn't look back, doesn't do anything but focus on what's ahead. But eventually her lungs start to burn and she's reminded she's very much so alive, and she starts to slow down.
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Maybe -

[She stumbles a bit, but his hold on her hand tug her along and keep her on her feet.]

Maybe we've outrun them?
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-04-01 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
[She's trembling by the time they actually stop, eyes wide and brimming with tears. The kiss to her forehead earns her looking up at him, bewildered and confused about how this could go so far downhill so quickly. As much of a realist as Clara can be, she desperately wants to believe in the good in others. And she wants nothing more than to be good herself. Right now, she feels like a monster, one that set off the greed and darkness inside those souls.

She turned them into monsters and put herself in a position to be attacked. And she can't understand why she continues to mess up by doing this.
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All right? I could've wound up in Purgatory.

[she realizes, not really knowing the truth behind the matter. Viveca's only made them appear to be souls. But what would have happened to her if she had been killed just now? She could've been taken away from the Doctor, never able to find her way back to him.

That thought makes her want to be closer to him. They're already standing directly in each other's space, but it doesn't feel close enough. There's a choked sob as she tries to muffle the sound from existing. People here feed off weakness. She hides it away and buries it in a hug, his taller form shielding her from the sight of others for just a moment more.
]
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-04-17 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
[It feels like all too often, she's exposing vulnerabilities and leaving herself open and emotional in the middle of missions. Sometimes it makes it hard to see why the orb keeps her around at all, but she knows that even with the upset she's feeling now that she's done some good here too.

There's children here she spends time with and helps. That good balances out the chaos she's unintentionally unleashed.

And she's done something for the Doctor, too. That thought presses into the forefront of her mind as she pulls back out of the hug just enough to shift and dip her hand into the pocket of her dress. She pulls out something, glancing around to ensure they're pressed safe and close together before she opens her hand to reveal his watch to him.
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I noticed you were without it. So I tracked down who had it and won it back for you.

[There's a pause, her eyes looking up to his as she tries to piece together what he must be thinking right now.]

I kept it safe.

[For him.

Because it's a part of him, and therefore it's important to her. It's with a shake of her hand that she urges him to take it and put it back on.
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-04-17 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
You're starting to sound like me.

[She laughs through the remains of her tears, looking pleased once the watch is back in its proper place. Her smile is a little shaky, but she manages to keep it intact. And it stays on her face as she crosses her arms over her chest, trying to interject as much Lancashire sass into her pose as possible.

Anything to lighten the mood.
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I'm not sure I approve.

[But it's hard to stop smiling up at him in that lovesick sort of way she's prone to doing, even as she takes a step back to give him a little space.

She likes the fact that she's answered his question without giving him a proper answer at all. Of course she went through trouble to get the watch, and went through even more trouble fighting to keep it just now. It's why she had fought so hard to get away, why she had reached out to him screaming for his help. But he doesn't need to know that. All that matters is the watch is back where it belongs, and they're together to face whatever other horrors Sedorum has in store.
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[personal profile] bossily 2022-04-18 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
Both.

[She decides, reaching up to give a quick straighten to his bowtie. Her palm presses against his chest soon after, other hand reaching over to securely take hold of his.]

Both is good.

[And like the good old days, she lets him take the lead and follows along at his side. There's no reckless charging forward, no need to be the boss. It's just the Doctor and Clara Oswald, hand in hand, making the most out of their current adventure.]