[And to her credit, she does wait. Very patiently, standing around their room in just her underthings. She's busy styling and admiring her hair in the mirror hanging on the wall, which can take her upwards of an hour if she's not careful.]
[ The Doctor does his best not to waste any time, effort made and timepiece kept and everything, and yes, he does stop for the briefest moment to say 'hello' to the horses parked in front of the saloon, getting absolutely no reaction from them, and heads into the establishment. He passes Tommy Jellison, the pianist, and the barkeeper Emzi Hanegan too, and makes a sort of (flappy) beeline to the room he and Clara are sharing together. ]
Hello, Clara, I'm back —
[ He starts, rapping his knuckles against the door once or twice, just to be polite before he pushes the door open and lets himself through. ]
Oh. [ And immediately any sense of the Doctor's coolness flies right past the thin, single-pane glass windows. He lifts his hands up like he's about to gesture back towards the door, even though his boots are quite rooted to the floorboards. ] I didn't think you'd be — should I —
[ He's about to ask whether he should leave her to get dressed, even if that would be against the whole ... corsetting bit, wouldn't it? Ah. Didn't think this one through, exactly, then. ]
[She spins about, face lit up with a smile upon hearing him there. But then it dawns on her that he's standing there, looking at her. And she's certainly not completely naked, but she's more exposed right now than she ever has been in front of him before.
No, she definitely didn't think this one through.
But she can't turn back now. Brave heart, Clara. Move forward, one foot in front of the other. Her smile doesn't fade in warmth but does become a little self-conscious as she gives a light shake of her head.]
No. You're fine, Doctor.
[She can insist on that much at least. Even if she is becoming very aware of the fact her heart is already beating faster and this is definitely a situation that can become very not okay in a blink of an eye.]
The corset's on the bed. If you don't mind grabbing it?
[ The Doctor swallows, feeling slowly returning to his legs, finally presenting the opportunity to — you know, move. And move he does, across the room and towards the bed in question, to retrieve the corset. ]
It's certainly a bit more complicated than I anticipated.
[ What with all the strips of bone and the lacing and all the little button holes. And the Doctor is a clever man, make no mistake, but he suddenly feels as though he's a little out of his element. Not that he won't give this the ol' college try, as they say. Aside from clever, the Doctor is also impossibly stubborn, and his ego added to the mix means he simply won't admit defeat.
He clears his throat as he comes back over to where Clara is, gesturing towards the standing mirror. ]
[She rapid fires off the question about whether everything is under control the second he's finished speaking. It's not that she doesn't trust him to do this, because she wouldn't have insisted on him doing it if she didn't. It's that she is acutely aware of how close to toeing the line this is. If she was showing any little bit more, the line he had drawn in the sand would be completely blurred.
And maybe on some levels, that line has already started to be blurred. The kiss in their shared dreams and that kiss beneath the mistletoe...
Well.
She already has goosebumps, and they're only standing beside one another in front of the mirror. So yeah, maybe a little tease will help make her feel more in control of the situation.]
[ Please. As though the Doctor would ever admit to the situation being anything other than fully under control. Even when he's got the corset in both hands, flipping it one way or another before he finally determines the 'right' side, he's still very sure that everything is perfectly under control. ]
So I think that this side here — well, it'll have to go around you, eh? Like — [ Oh, he'll just have to step up and do it, right? He moves to stand behind her, guiding one end of the corset over her chest so by the end of it, he's got his arms around her. And it's completely normal, this level of closeness; they've ... been close before, after all, hugs and linked hands are an almost daily occurrence, this really shouldn't be strange.
He swallows. ] There. If you could hold that in place, I could figure out the back bit.
[she starts by biting the inside of her cheek, to give her something to focus on other than the fact that he's so close. Her breath catches when his arms go around her, and she holds it until he asks her to keep hold of the corset so it stays in place. There's a soft, shaky exhale as she obliges, hands firmly pressing against the corset.]
If you can tightly tie a shoe, you can lace a corset. At least, that's what Jane always has told me.
[The words are a distraction for the both of them, idle chatter meant to try and break through the mounting tension. It's a bit of a funny thing to her, that they can hug and hold hands and stay pressed close every day. But this definitely has a different feeling to it than all that. And it's not unwelcome at all.]
Well, lucky for you I've tied many a shoe in my day then. Sometimes two sets at once, and don't ask me how I managed that, I can barely remember it myself except that it was something about a competition — but it was a very clear triumph.
[ Very, you know, under control. Because that is apparently the theme that they're going with today, and the Doctor is going to concentrate on that to keep from thinking of other things and getting all into his own head about it (things that are not quite unlike what Clara might be considering, herself), which only leads to flapping his hands and rushing out of the room in a flurry of limbs.
The chatter helps, though.
While she secures the front part of her corset, the Doctor is occupied with the lacing itself from behind. And his hands are perhaps surprisingly-unsurprisingly deft with the ribbon and the series of eyelets, each slide of the lead finding its appropriate place until a criss-crossing pattern starts to fasten the whole piece together. ]
Ah. [ Try as he might however, looking at the whole thing in a practical manner isn't as effective as it usually is. He's close enough that he can smell the clean scent of her shampoo, and feel the heat radiating off of her bare skin — surely just a side effect of the blistering temperatures here, though. Yes. Anyway — ] How does it feel? All right? Too tight? Not tight enough?
[She's incredibly grateful for the idle chatter, along with the fact her fingers have to work to secure the clasps on the front of the corset. He starts to lace her in and she sucks in a breath, realizing a moment too late that she shouldn't have done that. That breath is released as she's keenly aware of his being pressed in close, causing the hair on the back of her neck to stand on end. Goosebumps rise up after, and she bites at her lip to hold in a sigh that's threatening to make its way out.]
It's tight, but it could be tighter.
[Done securing the front of the corset, she glances up into the mirror to watch their reflection. There's something about the look of him pressed in close behind her, seeing her in this state of undress, helping her with something innocently intimate that makes her blush.
She's aware of each and every movement of his hand, and swears she can feel his breath warm on the back of her neck. Her each and every little movement is calculated to not suggest attraction, to keep this as calm as possible. Her eyes are wide as she watches him work through the reflection, the softest sigh escaping her whenever he obliges with her request.]
[ The Doctor has to get in j u s t a smidge closer to find the correct anchorage of force, tugging at the ribbon with a little more strength. The corset wrapped around her chest pulls in just a little tighter under his hands, and he pauses there. ]
Better?
[ Yes. At this point, it's undeniable, the way he can feel each breath she inhales and releases, straining against the fabric meant to keep her figure rather set. He, too, looks over at their reflections in the mirror — just for a second — but it's a second long enough to have him meeting her eyes, and then immediately feeling ridiculous, and looking away. Almost — shy.
Corsets are funny things though, aren't they, something he doesn't think he'll ever understand, but there is perhaps some ... sort of appeal to it. Aesthetically speaking, that is.
Right. ]
After all, you're going to want to be able to breathe with it on.
[Their eyes meet in their reflection, and her blush only deepens as he looks away. Her eyes avert downward and she realizes that he's not the only one feeling shy. Which is ridiculous, really. When is she ever shy? She's usually the one flustering him. And it's not like he's intentionally doing anything to make her blush.
It's maddening.]
You make everything better.
[She answers his question, giving a nod of her head. There's a test of her breathing, slow and steady breaths. It's tight, but not impossible to breathe in. There isn't any thought given to the fact her words hold a memory for her, one that he likely hasn't experienced yet. Of course there's another layer of meaning to them, and he couldn't possibly know how much she needs and appreciates his focusing on her for this mission.
He makes everything better without even trying. Whether it's fixing her corset or making her heart feel full when she otherwise feels like she's sinking into darkness. He's always there for her.]
[ Perhaps they're the perfect words to say, either because they're so very Clara or because it gives the Doctor an excuse to put on some silly air. Either way, the Doctor's smile in response dispels any of his own feelings of discomfort, looking purposefully in her direction now. He finishes the last of the lacing, tying the two ends into a perfect bow. ]
Well. [ It's said softly, lightly. (So much for silly, then.) ] That's what I do.
[ He pats the bow as though to give it his final blessing, then reaches up to squeeze her arm gently. ]
[Her hand reaches up to press against his, smiling at the sight of them in the mirror. It's good for her to have moments like this one, where she realizes that no matter what sort of person she thinks she's become, he still is here for her. That must mean he still sees the good in her, that he isn't afraid of the person she's become.
Any issues there might have been with their varying timelines don't seem to be so pressing now. They've come together over the course of the months here where things are different than they were in her timeline, when they only traveled together on Wednesdays and whenever she gave him permission to come get her. here they have to go through time the long way, each day spent together more and more time to deepen their bond.
Things feel different now than they had before his regeneration on Trenzalore. But the trick is figuring out what to do with that feeling.]
Seems like.
[She offers their reflection one more glance before she turns to face him, still remaining firmly planted in his orbit. There isn't any hurry to move away and slip a dress on. She's happy right where she's at, just for a bit longer.
Her eyes glance up to his face, and she's reminded very much of that kiss they shared beneath the mistletoe as she studies him closely. That doesn't do anything but make the blush spread across the rest of her body, making her flushed and painfully shy for the first time in forever.]
Will you be here tonight?
[He has a habit of wandering and doing his own thing, but she hopes he'll find his way back here to her.]
Well, I had been thinking of making a trip up to the mines after everyone's left them and gone to bed. Thought I'd do a little bit of investigating, you know. Or there's seeing the stables again, but —
[ The Doctor is, as he has a penchant to do, rambling yet again. It isn't quite the nerves this time, but then there's the way she's looking up at him now, eyes practically boring into hers. And no, he doesn't look away either, the whole room around them floating away.
He clears his throat, properly seeing her, and touches her cheek. It's light and could be construed as playful even — in certain circumstances. But his expression softens and he shakes his head. ]
But I can be here tonight if you'd like. Suppose it's a husband's duty, eh? [ He smiles then, with the barest glint of mischief. ] Plenty we could explore later anyway.
[His touch to her cheek is electric. Goosebumps rise up over her arms as he does, and even though the touch is likely just meant to be a silly playful thing, her cheek leans right into it as if she's seeking out firmer contact.
Typically this would be where she attempts to fluster him by saying something ridiculous like There's plenty we can explore here in bed too. But things have shifted between them to not feel like she needs to do that. Not when she's feeling a bit of hope, happiness warming her heart until she's unable to keep the joy off her face.]
We can head to the mines tomorrow night. Just the two of us.
[But tonight he's hers, and she has every intention of filling the time with whispered conversation and laughter beneath the blankets in bed. Her hand reaches up, fingers curling around his wrist. Her thumb softly works along his pulse point, feeling his double heartbeat. Is this closeness effecting him as much as it is her?]
[ Not that whatever it is she's got planned for them tonight might be any less fun. It'll be a different sort of fun. And it is. Different, that is. Something's ... shifted. It doesn't feel awful; it's actually really rather the opposite, and it's got him feeling just a bit nervous, but a bit excited, but mostly he's trying not to think of it at all. He doesn't want to think about that horrid conversation they'd had some months ago, and the way he'd put that look of disappointment into her expression. He doesn't want to think of how afraid he'd been that he'd gone and wrecked their whole friendship, that he'd hurt her and driven her away from him ... even if that couldn't really be possible knowing what little he knows of his future self.
And he doesn't want to think of how selfish he's being right now, or how much more selfish he can be if he lets himself. Which, really, is good because the Doctor takes pride in being rather practiced in the art of distraction.
Even when Clara's pressing her thumb against his pulse, which is only serving to make his hearts beat just a tick faster.
[Ah, his heart is beating a bit faster now. That...well, that's good, isn't it? It means he must be feeling something. She stares up at him for a few moments later, their eyes staying connected the entire time. But she's the one that eventually looks and pulls away, going to retrieve her new dress. They have roles to play here, and she's determined to perform hers flawlessly.
It's hours and hours later that night, after he's back from his exploring and she's exhausted after her first long shift downstairs in the saloon. He's helped her remove her dress and corset, and they've found their way dressed down and in bed. They're caught staring at one another again, only this time they're beneath the covers in the small bed, curled up on their sides. They've pulled them up over their heads and are using a scrap of wood that she's carved to have the charter symbol for light magic that Sabriel taught her. It's resting on the bed between them, allowing them to see one another. They've just previously been discussing her studying magic and the conversation's fallen to the wayside, leaving them silently looking at one another. She doesn't even realize they've also been holding hands until she feels the brush of his thumb against her finger, causing her fingers to curl further inward against his.
Slowly, the corners of her mouth tug upward into a smile. These moments with shared whispers and longing looks mean a great deal to her. More than he likely will ever know. ]
Do you remember your anti-gravity motorbike? I wish we had one here with us. Can you imagine the look on everyone's faces as we raced up the side of the mountain?
[She giggles, smile turning into more of an amused smirk. But she never looks away. Not even when she knows she really should. But it's not as if he's looking away either. So there's no harm in this, in soft words spoken and hands being held. It's just the way things are between them now.]
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two can play at this game]
are you offering to take me out for Scorpion Bend's idea of lingerie shopping?
down boy
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what?
no!
i mean not like that
shut up
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make me
also, relax. I already have one. Corset i mean. all you have to do is show up and have good hands
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for the corsetting and the
anyway
where did you get one?
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just as long as it winds up pushing my assets up high enough to get in the good graces of whoever comes into the saloon with information
[she's doing this on purpose]
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that it will
right
[ she's an absolute demon ]
when do you need me to show up with my good hands exactly? because i can absolutely make arrangements to show up with good hands
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you're not busy are you?
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but i'm on my way back to saloon now
shouldn't be more than a few minutes
[ Give or take the Doctor's penchant to be distracted a little ... but it's important! So. He'll make an effort. ]
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[And to her credit, she does wait. Very patiently, standing around their room in just her underthings. She's busy styling and admiring her hair in the mirror hanging on the wall, which can take her upwards of an hour if she's not careful.]
action ;
Hello, Clara, I'm back —
[ He starts, rapping his knuckles against the door once or twice, just to be polite before he pushes the door open and lets himself through. ]
Oh. [ And immediately any sense of the Doctor's coolness flies right past the thin, single-pane glass windows. He lifts his hands up like he's about to gesture back towards the door, even though his boots are quite rooted to the floorboards. ] I didn't think you'd be — should I —
[ He's about to ask whether he should leave her to get dressed, even if that would be against the whole ... corsetting bit, wouldn't it? Ah. Didn't think this one through, exactly, then. ]
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No, she definitely didn't think this one through.
But she can't turn back now. Brave heart, Clara. Move forward, one foot in front of the other. Her smile doesn't fade in warmth but does become a little self-conscious as she gives a light shake of her head.]
No. You're fine, Doctor.
[She can insist on that much at least. Even if she is becoming very aware of the fact her heart is already beating faster and this is definitely a situation that can become very not okay in a blink of an eye.]
The corset's on the bed. If you don't mind grabbing it?
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It's certainly a bit more complicated than I anticipated.
[ What with all the strips of bone and the lacing and all the little button holes. And the Doctor is a clever man, make no mistake, but he suddenly feels as though he's a little out of his element. Not that he won't give this the ol' college try, as they say. Aside from clever, the Doctor is also impossibly stubborn, and his ego added to the mix means he simply won't admit defeat.
He clears his throat as he comes back over to where Clara is, gesturing towards the standing mirror. ]
Right. It's all under control, eh?
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[She rapid fires off the question about whether everything is under control the second he's finished speaking. It's not that she doesn't trust him to do this, because she wouldn't have insisted on him doing it if she didn't. It's that she is acutely aware of how close to toeing the line this is. If she was showing any little bit more, the line he had drawn in the sand would be completely blurred.
And maybe on some levels, that line has already started to be blurred. The kiss in their shared dreams and that kiss beneath the mistletoe...
Well.
She already has goosebumps, and they're only standing beside one another in front of the mirror. So yeah, maybe a little tease will help make her feel more in control of the situation.]
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[ Please. As though the Doctor would ever admit to the situation being anything other than fully under control. Even when he's got the corset in both hands, flipping it one way or another before he finally determines the 'right' side, he's still very sure that everything is perfectly under control. ]
So I think that this side here — well, it'll have to go around you, eh? Like — [ Oh, he'll just have to step up and do it, right? He moves to stand behind her, guiding one end of the corset over her chest so by the end of it, he's got his arms around her. And it's completely normal, this level of closeness; they've ... been close before, after all, hugs and linked hands are an almost daily occurrence, this really shouldn't be strange.
He swallows. ] There. If you could hold that in place, I could figure out the back bit.
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If you can tightly tie a shoe, you can lace a corset. At least, that's what Jane always has told me.
[The words are a distraction for the both of them, idle chatter meant to try and break through the mounting tension. It's a bit of a funny thing to her, that they can hug and hold hands and stay pressed close every day. But this definitely has a different feeling to it than all that. And it's not unwelcome at all.]
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[ Very, you know, under control. Because that is apparently the theme that they're going with today, and the Doctor is going to concentrate on that to keep from thinking of other things and getting all into his own head about it (things that are not quite unlike what Clara might be considering, herself), which only leads to flapping his hands and rushing out of the room in a flurry of limbs.
The chatter helps, though.
While she secures the front part of her corset, the Doctor is occupied with the lacing itself from behind. And his hands are perhaps surprisingly-unsurprisingly deft with the ribbon and the series of eyelets, each slide of the lead finding its appropriate place until a criss-crossing pattern starts to fasten the whole piece together. ]
Ah. [ Try as he might however, looking at the whole thing in a practical manner isn't as effective as it usually is. He's close enough that he can smell the clean scent of her shampoo, and feel the heat radiating off of her bare skin — surely just a side effect of the blistering temperatures here, though. Yes. Anyway — ] How does it feel? All right? Too tight? Not tight enough?
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It's tight, but it could be tighter.
[Done securing the front of the corset, she glances up into the mirror to watch their reflection. There's something about the look of him pressed in close behind her, seeing her in this state of undress, helping her with something innocently intimate that makes her blush.
She's aware of each and every movement of his hand, and swears she can feel his breath warm on the back of her neck. Her each and every little movement is calculated to not suggest attraction, to keep this as calm as possible. Her eyes are wide as she watches him work through the reflection, the softest sigh escaping her whenever he obliges with her request.]
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Better?
[ Yes. At this point, it's undeniable, the way he can feel each breath she inhales and releases, straining against the fabric meant to keep her figure rather set. He, too, looks over at their reflections in the mirror — just for a second — but it's a second long enough to have him meeting her eyes, and then immediately feeling ridiculous, and looking away. Almost — shy.
Corsets are funny things though, aren't they, something he doesn't think he'll ever understand, but there is perhaps some ... sort of appeal to it. Aesthetically speaking, that is.
Right. ]
After all, you're going to want to be able to breathe with it on.
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It's maddening.]
You make everything better.
[She answers his question, giving a nod of her head. There's a test of her breathing, slow and steady breaths. It's tight, but not impossible to breathe in. There isn't any thought given to the fact her words hold a memory for her, one that he likely hasn't experienced yet. Of course there's another layer of meaning to them, and he couldn't possibly know how much she needs and appreciates his focusing on her for this mission.
He makes everything better without even trying. Whether it's fixing her corset or making her heart feel full when she otherwise feels like she's sinking into darkness. He's always there for her.]
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Well. [ It's said softly, lightly. (So much for silly, then.) ] That's what I do.
[ He pats the bow as though to give it his final blessing, then reaches up to squeeze her arm gently. ]
And now, I believe you're set.
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Any issues there might have been with their varying timelines don't seem to be so pressing now. They've come together over the course of the months here where things are different than they were in her timeline, when they only traveled together on Wednesdays and whenever she gave him permission to come get her. here they have to go through time the long way, each day spent together more and more time to deepen their bond.
Things feel different now than they had before his regeneration on Trenzalore. But the trick is figuring out what to do with that feeling.]
Seems like.
[She offers their reflection one more glance before she turns to face him, still remaining firmly planted in his orbit. There isn't any hurry to move away and slip a dress on. She's happy right where she's at, just for a bit longer.
Her eyes glance up to his face, and she's reminded very much of that kiss they shared beneath the mistletoe as she studies him closely. That doesn't do anything but make the blush spread across the rest of her body, making her flushed and painfully shy for the first time in forever.]
Will you be here tonight?
[He has a habit of wandering and doing his own thing, but she hopes he'll find his way back here to her.]
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[ The Doctor is, as he has a penchant to do, rambling yet again. It isn't quite the nerves this time, but then there's the way she's looking up at him now, eyes practically boring into hers. And no, he doesn't look away either, the whole room around them floating away.
He clears his throat, properly seeing her, and touches her cheek. It's light and could be construed as playful even — in certain circumstances. But his expression softens and he shakes his head. ]
But I can be here tonight if you'd like. Suppose it's a husband's duty, eh? [ He smiles then, with the barest glint of mischief. ] Plenty we could explore later anyway.
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Typically this would be where she attempts to fluster him by saying something ridiculous like There's plenty we can explore here in bed too. But things have shifted between them to not feel like she needs to do that. Not when she's feeling a bit of hope, happiness warming her heart until she's unable to keep the joy off her face.]
We can head to the mines tomorrow night. Just the two of us.
[But tonight he's hers, and she has every intention of filling the time with whispered conversation and laughter beneath the blankets in bed. Her hand reaches up, fingers curling around his wrist. Her thumb softly works along his pulse point, feeling his double heartbeat. Is this closeness effecting him as much as it is her?]
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[ Not that whatever it is she's got planned for them tonight might be any less fun. It'll be a different sort of fun. And it is. Different, that is. Something's ... shifted. It doesn't feel awful; it's actually really rather the opposite, and it's got him feeling just a bit nervous, but a bit excited, but mostly he's trying not to think of it at all. He doesn't want to think about that horrid conversation they'd had some months ago, and the way he'd put that look of disappointment into her expression. He doesn't want to think of how afraid he'd been that he'd gone and wrecked their whole friendship, that he'd hurt her and driven her away from him ... even if that couldn't really be possible knowing what little he knows of his future self.
And he doesn't want to think of how selfish he's being right now, or how much more selfish he can be if he lets himself. Which, really, is good because the Doctor takes pride in being rather practiced in the art of distraction.
Even when Clara's pressing her thumb against his pulse, which is only serving to make his hearts beat just a tick faster.
The Doctor swallows. ]
Well. Yes, yes, I can't wait.
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It's hours and hours later that night, after he's back from his exploring and she's exhausted after her first long shift downstairs in the saloon. He's helped her remove her dress and corset, and they've found their way dressed down and in bed. They're caught staring at one another again, only this time they're beneath the covers in the small bed, curled up on their sides. They've pulled them up over their heads and are using a scrap of wood that she's carved to have the charter symbol for light magic that Sabriel taught her. It's resting on the bed between them, allowing them to see one another. They've just previously been discussing her studying magic and the conversation's fallen to the wayside, leaving them silently looking at one another. She doesn't even realize they've also been holding hands until she feels the brush of his thumb against her finger, causing her fingers to curl further inward against his.
Slowly, the corners of her mouth tug upward into a smile. These moments with shared whispers and longing looks mean a great deal to her. More than he likely will ever know. ]
Do you remember your anti-gravity motorbike? I wish we had one here with us. Can you imagine the look on everyone's faces as we raced up the side of the mountain?
[She giggles, smile turning into more of an amused smirk. But she never looks away. Not even when she knows she really should. But it's not as if he's looking away either. So there's no harm in this, in soft words spoken and hands being held. It's just the way things are between them now.]
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